Friday, September 23, 2005
dear angel of mine, yeah,
Monday, September 19, 2005
if i were the rain,
Sunday, September 18, 2005
failure hurts.
e m p t i n e s s .
Monday, September 12, 2005
you dont love a girl because she is beautiful; she is beautiful because you love her.
Sunday, September 11, 2005
eeeeyer. i havent blogged for more than a week. sigh.
Friday, September 02, 2005
surprise surprise HELLO GUESS WHO :)
where to start to express how i feel,
well love's gone blind, and all that i feel is what i hear,
you rip and tear, through my heart so weak and pure,
and i find myself wanting to die...
i bleed for the second time tonight,
holding the love thats in my mind,
if only my love could be with you,
if only this pain, this pain, died too.
so break you away, away, away from me, from me.
as i sit here alone, oh
just thinking bout everything that you said,
since im alone, well maybe after all i was better off dead.
cuz without you, my life's gone down, what do i do?
when i find myself wanting to die...
i bleed for the second time tonight,
holding the love thats in my mind,
if only my love could be with you,
if only this pain, this pain, died too.
i bleed for the second time tonight,
holding the love thats in my mind,
if only my love could be with you,
if only this pain, this pain, died too.
i'll break you away.
yeah, yeah.
i bleed for the second time tonight,
holding the love thats in my mind,
if only my love could be with you,
if only this pain, this pain, died too.
i bleed for the second time tonight,
holding the love thats in my mind,
if only my love could be with you,
if only this pain, this pain, died too.
i'll break you away, all thats in my mind,
so break you away, all thats in my mind,
so break you away, away, away from me,
so break you away, away, away from me,
and i dont know...
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that binds together the earth and the sky,
whom in all eternity will never mingle,
would i be able to bind two hearts together?
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i hate this la. prelims are tmr. pooo.
i think im too slack!
i need to mug MORE.
i should seriously start mugging atleast 6 hours from now on.
maybe 8 - 9 hours on weekends.
this's the time to slog my heart out. heh.
and omg la.
ipod nano is so chio can.
so slim.
AND ITS COLOUR.
can put piccies also.
i think the black one is damn sexy.
iwantiwant!
pooooo.
oh well.
i should face reality la.
and stop dreaming.
and start working working working.
so much has been happening.
but theres no time to put it all down here.
forgot what to put anyway.
i juz know alot has happened. lol.
prelims suck.
then after prelims, theres o's.
=(((
argh.
this sucks man.
i dont like. atall.
i feel so stressed.
went to schl last friday to mug with chum in schl.
and then we went to see bro mike for awhile.
and what he says is so true la.
about wanking and all that.
procrastination.
escapism.
its all a wanker's attitude.
you wanna do the more pleasurable thing than the less pleasurable thing.
but its always the less pleasurable thing thats more impt,
that will get you somewhere.
ESCAPISM. SEE.
i bet all you guys out there are wankers.
you notice how you always come up with all ur plans for after the schl hols SO EASILY?
cuz thinking about it is escaping from what ur supposed to be doing - studying.
but when the exams are over, its so hard to plan an outing.
why?
because there're other things to do already.
other more fun things to do.
by right, there should never be such a thing as a 'break'.
there isnt a need to have one.
the brain is divided into 2 halves.
the left and the right.
ur maths and sciences use the left brain.
ur humanities use the right.
so, after studying and practising ur math and science,
theres no reason to 'take a break'.
cuz ur 'break', can actually be studying a humanity.
thats cuz when you study a humanity,
ur exercising the right brain.
ur giving ur left brain a break already what.
then after ur right brain is tired,
switch back to working the left brain.
and okay, if you really need a break, then this break should juz keep ur mind from working.
so you can do things like filing, or packing ur table. or stuff like that.
you shouldnt be playing or wtvr.
playing actually taxes the mind.
oh, and never do left brain activities juz before you sleep.
it keeps ur mind active.
so even though ur physically very tired,
you might find it hard to fall asleep because ur mind is still active.
and then he mentioned this part about feeling exhausted.
sportsmen see it as power thinking.
to the point when ur so exhausted that you wanna stop,
you think about something so inspiring that you keep going.
that you dun stop.
and for us students,
that thing to inspire us would be our 6 points la.
why are we trying so hard to memorize our notes.
why are we doing all these exam papers.
whats the main purpose for all our years of studying so far?
its to get our o level cert.
its to get our damn grades.
if we give up now, we waste all that teaching we've gotten.
we waste all the time and effort and every damn thing we've done in schl.
so after we think of this kinda shit, we get motivated.
and we juz keep going on. studying.
esp now la. its the last leg of the race.
giving up now'll be foolish.
we can slack all the hell we want AFTER the exams.
but now that we're so close to the finish line,
might as well finish the race off well.
all that running we've done so far will pay off.
after all, the only thing that lasts is the fruit we reap for our studies.
the damn cert will stick with us forever.
so why not make a good effort and be proud of it.
right now, there should only be 3 things on your mind.
health,
family,
and studies.
if you still have 'fun', its high time you get rid of it.
of course, this applies to us, sec 4 loser students with o levels.
prelims start tmr.
end on the 21st.
and so its time for me to go sleep.
gosh i spent 45 mins at this crap.
oh well, okay bye.
goonight.
and gooluck to everyonefor ur eoys.
toodle doo.
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two hearts, one love! (x
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